Thursday, February 14, 2008
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Johanna.. 2 1/2 months old
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how preemie moms are chosen...
Did you ever wonder how the mothers of premature babies are chosen?Somehow, I visualize God hovering over Earth, selecting hisinstruments for propagation with great care and deliberation. As heobserves, he instructs his angels to take notes in a giant ledger."Armstrong, Beth, son. Patron Saint, Matthew.Forrest, Marjorie, daughter. Patron Saint, Celia.Rutledge, Carrie, twins. Patron Saint...give her Gerard. He's used toprofanity."Finally, he passes a name to an angel and smiles."Give her a preemie." The angel is curious. "Why this one, God?She's so happy.""Exactly," smiles God."Could I give a premature baby a mother who knows no laughter? Thatwould be cruel.""But does she have the patience?" asks the angel."I don't want her to have too much patience, or she'll drown in a seaof self-pity and despair.Once the shock and resentment wear off, she'll handle it.I watched her today. She has that sense of self and independence sorare and so necessary in a mother.You see, the child I'm going to give her has a world of its own.She has to make it live in her world, and that's not going to be easy.""But Lord, I don't think she even believes in you."God smiles. "No matter, I can fix that. This one is perfect She hasjust the right amount of selfishness."The angel gasps, "Selfishness?! Is that a virtue?"God nods. "If she can't separate herself from the child occasionally,she will never survive.Yes, here is a woman whom I will bless with a child less than perfect.She doesn't know it yet, but she is to be envied.She will never take for granted a spoken word.She will never consider a step ordinary.When her child says momma for the first time,she will be witness to a miracle and know it.I will permit her to see clearly the things I see--ignorance, cruelty, prejudice--and allow her to rise above them.She will never be alone.I will be at her side every minute of every day of her lifebecause she is doing my work as surely as she is here by my side.""And what about her Patron Saint?" asks the angel, his pen poised inthe air.God smiles. "A mirror will suffice."
2 comments:
Hey Kim...I talked with Dr Simko and our nurse specialist about Lilliana, we wil be seeing her next month in High Risk Clinic...we will make sure that she is getting her care directed in the right way..I was so devestated to hear that...I do have to wonder if the paramedics did the right thing by shocking her heart...she may have only needed CPAP oxygen :(.....Please, if you talk to her, send our support and let her know that we will see her soon.
PS...glad you had a great valentines day, cant wait to see the pictures! Sorry had to hang up so soon on our phone call...so busy! :)
Take care, will talk soon,
Christine
Hi Johanna...sounds like you have alot of nice people to meet..you sure are lucky. Next year you might get to taste chocolate..thats the real reason for the season.
The Illiana story made me so sad..I hope she is going to be ok..you make sure your mom holds you alot and keeps you close so we can keep our hearts strong..sean
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