In 3 1/2 months Johanna will be turning 1. Its insane to even think about. I am constantly being told that I shouldn't make a big deal about a party and I understand where they are coming from BUT, johanna turning 1 is a big deal to me. Its such an accomplishment that I want to aknowledge it in a big way. She struggled soo much to be where she is at and the least I can do is make a big deal about it. Only problem is that I have never had to throw a 1st birthday party before so I am kind of stuck.. Any ideas would be fantastic and much appreciated... other than that in some big news, johanna took her first crawling step! It was awesome and I cried for about 30 minutes but I couldn't help it, I was sooo happy!

bed time disaster

Big problem! johanna will not let me put her down. not for anything. the minute i let her go she is screaming! trying to get her to go to bed this past couple of days has been a nightmare. she wants to be held 24/7, its crazy! haha in other news johanna's masseuse is coming this afternoon to rub her back because obviously she is just sooo stressed, how come they dont come for me? fernando and i went to six flags last weekend and we came home with so many toys for johanna! and a superbaby outfit haha thats all for now, maybe ill update quicker next time haha