She's Beautiful

Today I felt something different when I held Johanna. It was the most undescribable feeling ever. I felt nothing but pure love and affection for the beautiful little girl that came from me. In the past 4 months I have felt as though I missed out on the bonding time that most most motherd get. But today was an example of how very not true that is. I love her just as much as I would, if not more. I have such a new found appreciation for life and how sensitive it can be.