Tuesday, February 19, 2008
*Giggle*Giggle*
Today Johanna giggled for the first time ever!!! It was at the baby einstein videos but still, she did it. It was awesome. She now fits size 0-3 months.. She's gettin bigger!! Yesterday we visited the NICU, we didn't stay for long but it was still nice to see some of the nurses.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Content...
Sometimes its not about happily ever after, its about being happy right now...
Today I realized that I absolutly love my life. Johanna and I went to her friend Amelias 1st birthday party today. Amelias mommy Norma is a good friend of mine who went to high school with me. As the girls were playing (and Johanna was playing!) Norma and I just talked about everything that had to do with our daughters. At that moment is when I actually realized, im someones mother. Not only that, but im proud of it! It was so strange to be on the other side of the situation. I used to be the little girl playing, now im the one saying "Johanna take that out of your mouth!" I know johanna needs me for food and comfort and all that, but I think I might need her more. She saved me from going down a bad path. I hate to say it, but I believe that without her being here today, I probably wouldn't be a very good person. She has opened my heart and truely shown me what real love is. I once heard a saying that said, " Being a mother is to choosing to have your heart walk around" I can say now that I 100% know what that means. I know johanna is a miracle baby and an she's my angel. She takes care of me without even knowing it.
Today I realized that I absolutly love my life. Johanna and I went to her friend Amelias 1st birthday party today. Amelias mommy Norma is a good friend of mine who went to high school with me. As the girls were playing (and Johanna was playing!) Norma and I just talked about everything that had to do with our daughters. At that moment is when I actually realized, im someones mother. Not only that, but im proud of it! It was so strange to be on the other side of the situation. I used to be the little girl playing, now im the one saying "Johanna take that out of your mouth!" I know johanna needs me for food and comfort and all that, but I think I might need her more. She saved me from going down a bad path. I hate to say it, but I believe that without her being here today, I probably wouldn't be a very good person. She has opened my heart and truely shown me what real love is. I once heard a saying that said, " Being a mother is to choosing to have your heart walk around" I can say now that I 100% know what that means. I know johanna is a miracle baby and an she's my angel. She takes care of me without even knowing it.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Happy Valentines Day!!!
Its Johanna's first valentines day and she has the cutest little outfit on! We wemt back to my old high school to say hello to my old teachers and everyone just loved her! On Saturday Johanna has her first birthday party to attend. I bet she's excited!
Happy Valentines Day!!!
Its Johanna's first valentines day and she has the cutest little outfit on! We wemt back to my old high school to say hello to my old teachers and everyone just loved her! On Saturday Johanna has her first birthday party to attend. I bet she's excited!
Monday, February 11, 2008
Tonight I got some upsetting news
This evening I received a phone call from Johannas little friend lilianas mom. She told me that 8 days after being released from the NICU poor lilianas hearts had stopped. They took her to the er where they had to use those heart pump things. She is doing well though. She is back home but on a heart monitor. She was in the hospital for 4 days. It saddened me to hear that. I wish her and her family well. In other news Johanna is doing well, and adjusting to her nightly schedule. Im so excited for valentines day! It will be johannas 1st and that gives mea reason to celebrate!
Tonight I got some upsetting news
This evening I received a phone call from Johannas little friend lilianas mom. She told me that 8 days after being released from the NICU poor lilianas hearts had stopped. They took her to the er where they had to use those heart pump things. She is doing well though. She is back home but on a heart monitor. She was in the hospital for 4 days. It saddened me to hear that. I wish her and her family well. In other news Johanna is doing well, and adjusting to her nightly schedule. Im so excited for valentines day! It will be johannas 1st and that gives mea reason to celebrate!
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